Dedicated
to my History Teacher
by Maria Rocchetti
Prisoner of society,
yet wanting total individuality
conspiring teachers and shrinks.
sitting in your
self-
complacency
but-I am my own worst enemy
and-I am my own worst nemesis.
and you, larger than life.
you came and you conquered
with an
army
of
suits
and you told me that
my music could reach
millions.
you think it's going to be
this way
I think it's always been
this way.
On Monday, Monday
-don't complain to me.
you chose not to notice
now eyes ripped open
and mouths sewn shut
in fear and bewilderment
have you proven your worth?
Always
wanting
more
His eyes sewn shut
mouth ripped open
flapping in the breeze,
he goes on for over an hour,
spitting out the bullshit he
learned in grad school
from a regiment of professors
specializing in
"conceptual" history.
Specializing in
brainwashing propaganda.
weapon systems:
civil rights, equality,
Vietnam, manifest destiny.
you came and you conquered
then
ran
back
to hide behind Uncle Sam
once again.
Despicable experimentalists
Aphid utopianists
telling me I must learn
to trust others yet
teaching-there is no truth.
propaganda machine
-corny joke.
no black and white
analyzing shades of gray
I find that everything is
really plaid.
slaughtering faith like
a pig.
-you want a mold
once the guts spilled
loving the uniformity of
tootsie pops
now having only one flavor-
sour grapes.
-I came and I conquered
Screaming on the front lawn
to anyone who would
listen
and you said my music
would reach millions.
That little boy down the
street
why
is
he walking, running, walking?
No longer carrying smiles
I care less and less what
people think
and I look over my
shoulder
and see the rapier.
and you hide behind
Uncle Sam
once again.
Yeah, I'll walk the plank.
My country tis of thee
Sweet land of liberty
For thee I sing.
Maybe you'd better keelhaul
me-because
I just won't shut up.
taunting, taunting
go ahead, hang me. . .
You and Robespierre,
send me to your guillotine
and pig poles,
pig
poles.
and you won't see
me surrender
to
another small mind
because,
I have a bullet in my
head.